only one more paper to go! i promised myself that i'd start studying tomorrow,
and i sure hope i can get back into the studying mood considering i've been going out alot these few days.

managed to watch 2012, new moon and ninja assasin and get my prom dress (:
anyway, 2012 was too long a movie cause i was just watching things get destroyed, new moon was quite lame and cliched, and ninja assasin was just sick. okay, i wouldn't really have watched new moon if the shaw ticket seller had let my sister and i buy tickets to ninja assasin. my sister managed to sneak in before...and since she looks older than me, well if i showed my I/C then yeah...
so i watched ninja assasin with my parents, and they kept blaming me for making them watch such a gory show. not that i knew it'd be that bad (fine, i covered my eyes during parts of the show), and anyway i just wanted to see rain and joon! ^.^ i think joon looks better in the movie even though he's bald. HAHAH. so, my first M18 movie (haha i know, i'm quite pathetic right..i haven't even watched an NC16 movie in the theatres before).

oh, and i'm reaally glad and thankful that i have such a great sister who knows so much more than me even though she's younger! :D
♥you, sis (:

yum yum, i got to eat penang hawker fare today!
after two weeks of waiting...
i really miss penang and kl and all the yummy food! (& my relatives of course haha)
i shall go back after As and eat to my heart's content :D
& i should go celebrate hari raya with my aunt and uncle and cousins one day...

anyway, i'm really dead for prelims.
but just a week more and prelims'll be over!
then it's As :\

i can't go watch il divo on monday with my parents;
nor can i go for my cousin's wedding in penang.
(it falls on Mid Autumn Festival, cool right. maybe he'll out give mooncakes during his wedding)
and i can't read dan brown's latest book that my dad just bought back either.
ohwells.

it's weird, having this background when jaebeom's not around anymore...
2PM.

 

okay, i'm not supposed to be here!
butbutbut i really need to vent my panic and stress.
gp and econs were a disaster!
can you believe it, for once its not bio -.-
now i have nothing to salvage my grades!
gp and econs were supposed to save me from my horrendous bio and chem ):
oh no what if i get U for everything!

can't say much for gp, cause its quite unpredictable..
plus the fact that i chose the wrong question
but i'm really extremely scared for econs!
i think i spent too much time on bio that i neglected econs.
i didn't study hard enough! ):
i really feel like hitting myself. hard.
nvm, study hard during the one week to do well for case study!
but it's only 40%, i probably have to get like 50/60 to pass?!
 

sometimes i think i worry too much...

well yeah this is a cause for worry,
but i really need to focus on whatever papers there are left!
(which is a lot) -- so STOP thinking about it!
but i'd better get back to math now.
vectors and complex numbers are just. grahh.

i don't feel any better;

ISAC SURGE tomorrow!
yaye i get to try out my dad's dslr hopefully i'll be able to take good pictures (:(:
though i think it's a little weird for me to lug the huge camera around...
and i can't go to all the stations anyway, wonder if i'll even manage to take any photos :/
but whatever, his camera's gathering dust in the cabinet, so he's glad there's someone to use it haha

the ksa students went back today...
it was nice seeing garam again though we didn't really interact much.
so we went to noraebang on tuesday night;
didn't turn out as well as we expected, but ohwells..
it was really quite awkward cause we didn't know anyone besides garam!
and all of them were guys while all of us were girls (except yipeng haha)
i wonder how my buddies are doing...no one ever goes online...
it'll be really sad if we lose contact with one another...

okay i'm super tired now been out 3 nights straight.
time to sleep!