urgh. exams.
why can't i concentrate! 

 
boy do I really miss the good ol'days with normal home cooked dinners!
For so long dinners have always been cooked to suit my sister's taste, and after awhile I got really sick of it. It's always steamed this and no salt that, so I didn't really look forward to home food anymore. Which is really sad considering I stay in hall and tend to miss my mum's cooking.

But today was relatively normal! :D So dinner was goood.

Oh and I would've only had two days of school this week if not for the non-existent e-learning for 253. Just cause we have to go down to school to watch the film :/  

 yaye I finally got my Korean cds! for super cheap too; I should've gotten more! (: I'm suspecting my sister's friend kept the free posters for herself though hahah. anyway my sister's friend's brother went to korea recently and he managed to get into inkigayo! plus he went for some snsd autograph session. well, it's snsd so I don't really care, but why wasn't my korea trip as exciting! that said, I really miss my ksa times!

school is getting busier and busier after recess week! one more month to go :/ 

 I was looking forward to coming back home this whole week, but five minutes into the car ride, I felt like turning back. I knew I should've stuck to my plan of staying in hall.

& I'm even more sure now that d has something against me.
I mean why only tell us now when we informed you earlier? I'm lucky I didn't start on it yet.
(why are all my sentences starting with "I"?! but wtv, I'm in too bad a mood to care)

There was at least one thing that cheered me up this week, so that was good (:
I'm real glad I managed to do what I needed to do for my magazine.
Many thanks to those who made it possible! (it's highly unlikely that they'll even find this place though :P)
 

My sister chased me out of our room last night, because she wants to sleep alone and study quietly for her O levels. Should have stayed in hall then at least i'd have a proper bed to sleep on! zzz. 

oh and the night before, shihong and i were awoken by these crazy people who were chatting really loudly across our room at 3am. (& on the rare night that we weren't suffering from insomnia!) If I don't do well on my com203 test, it's so gonna be their fault haha. 

anyway, looks like i'm back in another mugger school. Who ever said that uni people play more?! We got back out com201 test, and the average was 87+!! Like wow right. Didn't do that well myself, which is really bad cause there's gonna be bell curve :/ Made really careless mistakes for french too. ohwell. It's just the first round of tests so I hope I can find some other way of pulling my GPA up! 

oh yes and I made my first trip out of ntu for the first time in the middle of the week! 
wahaha. pathetic, right.

 
big bang was awesome, even if they were a gazillion metres away from me and i could barely see their faces :D
they were never really on the top of my favourites list, but i think i shall go listen to their old songs again!
 

I ♥ the Kim Takgu bread show! & Sungkyunkwan Scandal seems really interesting too!
♥ the days when I come back home from hall to watch my korean dramas (:
don't know why but everytime I'm home I feel so restless :/ I think I wouldn't mind staying in hall everyday cause I really hate coming home to sleep with the air-con on, and things are just so so different right now.
I miss my old family. Bring them back please!

anyway, had my first few tests this week, and they were OK, I hope!
but it's finally recess week!
I've now got a thousand-word essay on media professions, and a three-thousand word essay for cinema studies!
any good film to recommend, anyone?

hydrus xlb buffet supper ((:
korean concert!! :D
exciteddd!

 i can't believe i forgot all my math. (okay, i did expect it but maybe not to this extent?!)
i can't even help my brother & sister in their hw anymore, not that i ever did but still,
i feel lousy :/
 

 y'know, I was really enthusiastic about joining hall stuff and trying to get a place back in hall next year, but I seriously think its impossible right now. & I've joined so many things I feel like just giving up on some hall activities since it's not gonna help me anyway.

worriedworriedworried, as usual. Just have to take things in my stride I guess.
time management!

I'm sort of convinced d has something against me though. I noticed it a long time ago but I thought, maybe it's just me thinking too much into things again. It's a little too obvious this time, though I can't be sure. I mean, everyone but me? but wtv, just ignore.
Because of this I'm especially glad that I got into the portfolio/comms that I wanted.